:)))))

This is a poem about our cute love story,

It started because we were both in Psychology.

At first there was nothing; I don’t even know her name.

All I know is that she had a cute lanyard; what a shame.>.<

She came into my life when love was like chess,

I can’t get a checkmate; everything was a mess.

I kept on trying, walking on my journey,

When I fell for her, I found destiny

I took the chance, I told her I like her,

And time passed by, I wanted to love her forever.

I didn’t know that she also had a little crush on me,

Well that’s supposed to be a secret; let me continue the story.;)

The night of election day, I finally asked her.

I love her, so I asked if I may court her.

She said yes, and time suddenly stood still;

I can’t lie to myself, it was love that I feel.

Before too long, I found myself at Mountainview,

Looking for an orange gate on a place that’s new.

I had to face my fear and attempt to surprise her.

I was stunned when the person who opened the gate was her mother.XD

I went on her debut, went on some groupdates,

Sometimes with her friends, sometimes with her classmates.

At the night of June 16, It was the perfect scene.

I’ve proposed to her in a way alot of people have seen.

So, the “Me” and “Her” became the sweet “Us”.

To the word “heartbroken”, I said “Eat my dust”.

Without a doubt, I can promise her forever,

For as long as we hold each other’s hands together.

Now we’ve reached more than half of a year,

And losing her became my only fear.

When the words “I love you” seems to be a cliche,

The memories we’ve shared are all we need to play.

I wanna tell her that with my tricks I’m not yet finish,

For there are still tons of poems I want to furnish.

I will not stop loving her from beginning until the end.

I wanna ask her now: “Would you be my last girlfriend?” :D

-by norman mendoza

Do you remember that day when you had a little crush on me,

When I was talking infront, replicating a dolphin in the sea.

Do you remember that calculator that you brought to lend me,

Where I left a secret ‘thank you’ note for you to see.XD

Do you remember those nights when i used to call you?

Those 5-minutes calls, which seemed to be like only a minute or two.XD

Do you remember the day of May 11, at 2:14 in the morning?♥

When I asked you if I can start doing my courting.XD

Do you remember those 3 chocolates i brought you with a tie on.XD

After i handed them to you, I was “talon ng talon”.XD

Do you remember that little “Hi Gems.:)” on the window pane of your class room?

And later that afternoon, I met the Bugs and we rode celine’s broom-broom.:D

Do you remember around 9pm of June 16, 2010?

I didn’t know that I’ll be going home as a boyfriend.XD

Whenever I think of you, the memories just flash in my eyes.

And yeah, as you know, the “kilig” is something i can’t disguise.XD hehe.

And the truth is, I still don’t know everything about you,

All I know is that you have something that made me love you.:”>

I am proud of these memories because it’s the two of us that made them,

Bie, let me tell you that you are the reason why I made this poem.:D

Siya.:D

Ok, game, banatan natin tong isang tula,

Isang tula na kung para kanino ay alam mo na.:p

Dun sa babaeng tiga mountainview na psych2,

Yung maputi, matangkad at payatooooo…:)) ops.haha.:p

May 26 ang birthday niya, at 18 years old na siya.

Akala niya niyan di ko alam bday nia, sinadya ko lang tlga.:p (may28.:p)

Marunong siyang gumawa ng maliliit na stars using strips of paper,

Kinantahan ko na siya, ung kay Chris Brown, ung Forever.:)

Di siya kumakain ng gulay, kailangan pang pilitin,

Pag nilagay mo sa plato niya, ibabalik niya din.:))

Hindi masyadong kumikibo, tahi-tahimik lang,

Pero pag naglikot, parang si trudis liit lang.:))

Ang favourite color niya ay pag pinagsama ang yellow at red,

Pero ayaw niya un sa damit, she likes shades of gray instead.:D

Alam ko weird pero crush ko ang kaniyang mga kilikili. (hihi) :”>

Kung alam niyo lang ang fragrance nun, di nio ko masisisi.:))

Kung mang-amok siya ng suntukan, kala mo malaki ang katawan.:p

Pag pumalag ka, siya’y papayag naman.XD

Iba ang paraan niya ng paglalambing pero nakakakilig pag bumanat siya,

Kaya ang mga butterflies sa stomach ko, naging mariposa na.XD

Unfair siya hindi kase di niya ako pinapaganti sa kurot,

Maputi daw siya at madaling mabugbog, yan ang kaniyang palusot.XD

Siya ang babae na sa aking dibdib ay nag-iwan ng marka,

Nawawala ang puso ko, nasakaniya na pala.XD

Upang idescribe siya ay kulang ang isang tula,

Lalu na’t habang tumatagal ay mas nakikilala ko pa siya.

Wala akong pakialam kung lagi man kaming magkasama,

Pag siguro totoo ang love, maghirap magsawa.:D

Nakakainis, Nakaka-asar, at Nakakalokong tumawa,

Pero kahit anong gawin niya, tsk. Lab ko parin ang nag-iisang Siya.:D

bie.hehe

3months tana.hehe. balamu kapilan mu ne.hehe.i marfa pala, gewa na din itang gewa ku keka,itang bondpaper keng sm.hehe. nayta ing kya keng struggle.hehe. kebit na ‘iloveyouanne’.hehe. anyways, siguru akwentu ku na ita nandin.hehe.

bie, balu mo, ining milabas a week ayni, lagi kung malungkut.hehe. pamilit ku mung maging masaya, lalawen ing brighter side of things.hehe. pero at the end of the day, malulungkut ku padin. siguru kutang mu nung bakit.hehe. balu mu naman na ali kata masyadung ok this past few days, kasi pin ekatamu mikaintindi at atin ding sigurung factor itang etamu mikit ne.hehe.

malulungkut ku pag atin katang tampuhan.hehe. balu ku ika din naman. at ayntinjan ku ita.:) basta nung nanu man, sabyan mu mu kanaku ne bie, emu ku pakyapusan, magpa-aru ku pa bayu ku sasabyan.hehe.

kahit ali ka pa mag-wallpost kanaku kahit minsan.hehe. kahit magkasakit kung tanggapan na eya malambing ing gf ku.hehe kahit ali ku ikit ing interes mu na abalu nung taga-nokarin ku.haha. kahit madalas matamad kang magkwentu kanaku. kahit lagi mung sasabyan “ala” pag eku dimdam ing sinabi mu.hehe. kahit ni minsan eku pa linto keng profile picture mu. kahit balamu aku ng babai pag lalambingan dka pag mipagtext tamu.haha. deng mangalating bage kasing aren, ilang magpasaya kanaku.hehe. at kahit na makanita, kaluguran dka parin bie.hehe.XD masyadu dkang kaluguran.hehe. eku balu nung stu mu ita,pero apin tlga ita.hehe. ali dka kaluguran dahil keng lupa mu, kaluguran dka kasi lab dka.hehe. apin na ita.hehe.

malambat na alang mebisang luguran ku, ika mu. (ing megkamali.haha) kaya keka ku ngan bibiye.hehe. eku balu nung akakit o araramdaman mu ita.pero ita tlga ing gagawan ku.

buri ku mung abalu mu na nung at the end of the day aliwa ikatang adwa, linugud dka keng anggang agyu ku.:) ika na ing buri ku.hehe. gang parehas katang pangane at ali kata parehas religion. balu ku keng pusu ku na ika tlga ing buri ku. at nung datang pin tang oras na mikawani kata, kalupa nitang sinabi ku keka, God bless the guy who gets you.hehe. maswerti ya. gagaga ku kabang gagawan ke ini.haha.

bie, salamat.hehe. kasi peyagan mkung luguran ka at linugud mku din.hehe. gang magulu ku, mapanula, ampong corny.hehe. dakal a dakal a salamat.hehe migdala kang saya kanaku.

keng tampu2han tamu, titibe tamu mu lalu, tska mas akikilala taya pa ing metung at metung. tutu na nini,mas lab dka ngeni.hehe.:)

o,stu na ing drama ku.hehe.

iloveyou bie. happy 3rd monthsary.ü i love you so much.:)

atin ku palang binanat para keka bie.hehe. you deserve this.:)

your bie,

norman

p.s.

panayan mku,eka pa gagalo.hehe.:D karatang ku, atin kung kutang keka.hehe. ken ka mu ha.

hehe.oh, i really miss her right now. so expect this to be corny.haha.

bday ng celine napuuun.hehe. tas anyang sat minta kami keng debut naa.hehe. parehas kaming mka-black and gray gemma.hehe.:D cuteness.haha. oneng bayu kami pala minta debut ng celine, mipate ya i mama na ampo ya.hehe. dahil keng curler.hehe. oh meju mapagal ya yata i mama na dahil ibat yang memipi, oyta rugu, mikontra la. e i gemma pamoh ena makaying buri, o ena tlga buri ing sasabyananan mga sakit a salita.hehe. ayntinjan ku nala mang parehas.hehe. milabas mu rin ita,at mikalugud la ring mama na.hehe.:D

sabi ku kaya dapat pag makanita ali na ne pa sasagutan i mama na,oneng syempre atin ng samut emosyun ita,kaya ita. eme rin rugu asisi ing malagu kung gelpren kaya mangapasagut ya kang mama na.XD to gemma: bie, nung kailangan kung lugud aliwa liban keka, deng pengari mu ita.:) kasi nung ali dahil karela ala kung gemma sitchon.:D hehe. anya pane kung sasabyan keka na lab ku la.hehe.ü

balik tamu ketang debut ng celine.hehe.

atna pung karakal a tawu.haha.XD wasak. tas ng kaporma panga-organize.haha.:D the best.hehe. pekilala nkung gemma kareng aliwa na pang friends and schoolmates.hehe. kasu eku la ngan atatandanan itsura pong lagyu.hehe.XD marakal la kasi tas meju maynge ketang debut.hehe. nakung karakal pimples pamoh amu.haha. makarine.hehe.

tas minta kami fontana, wasak ya itang grand villa,ayduna.haha. wasak ya rin ata presyu.hahahaha.:)) tas mikapublemang bagya,kasi ali dne dakitan i ariana, e sabe kami mu dapat kaya.hehe. kaya ita,megpaalam ya i gemma na magovernight na din.hehe kasu aku kinailangan ku tlgang muli.haha. samba kasi kinabukasan. tska makamwanan ku kari mama, eku buring isipan da na dahil kang gemma kaya manga-bengi2 ku, at milalako disiplina..

meju makalungkut mu ping bagya kasi expect ku agnan kaming muli, oneng tlgang makanta. expect the unexpected.hehe. tska meg-enjoy neman.hehe. mepuyat ya mu pin.hehe. atin kung ipropose a idea kang gems, habang babasan mi ya ini,ayalala ke rin siguradu, karin ku nemu sabyan.hehe. 

ay,ay. munta ya pala next sunday kekami.haha.XD excited and nervous.hehe. iya din kakarug ya.hehe. pero dapat pakilala ku ne.hehe. bala da kasi eku seryosu kaya.sabi na din makanita kanu ita.e seryosu na ku man tlga.ee. kaya pakilala ku ne.:)

hehe.matud nku.:) sana mipatudtud nku.hehe. malapit na ing monthsarry mi.haha.:D cute!:)

hehehe.journal ulit.:D

ibat kami kari jhoei.hehehe. despidida na kasi mako neh for california, 5-6years kanuuu..:| makalungkut amu. pero that’s life.

bayu kami munta kari jhoei, melakwan ya i krisanne,ating family problem.. so ita,minuna nkamiii. tas bayu kuldas kari jhoei, ng kasikan ing uraaan.gurabiii. jacket ku pati payung ng gemma ing ginamit ming sheild.haha. tas megtryk kami.:D [bayu pala sakeng pang c.point, kunwari muna nkung muli, kiniss ke keng lips i gemma,tas joke2 mu pala.hahaha. para mu akiss ke.hahha.:)))]

karas mi kari jhoei, oita, komustahan kami,mkanian.hehe. pero ali pa tlga magsink in kaku na mako neeeh. tas i gemma, pengawa neng letter, makasulat ya keng manila paper.haha. neng kakaba amu.haha. sweet ya tlga i bie ku.hehe. and very thoughtful.. tas ita, kwentu2han kami karin.hehe. mengan kaming tuna burger.hehe. ay tas meju megkatampuhan kami.haha. sabi na kanu kang jhoei, mitagal ya pa kanu keng kasal na, tas sabi na ali neman kaku kasal.hehe. mebigla ku amu.hehe. meju eku balu ing ireact ku.hehe. pero balu ku naman na magjoke ya mu.haha. mebigla ku mu tlga.hehe. akala ku kasi sabyan na,kaku.hehe. opposite pala ing banat na kanita.hehehe. kaya ita.hehe. meju ekami misabi for a while, pero eke tlga atiis.hehe. sibukan keng idistract ing sarili ku keng games ning cp ku, pero eku agyu.hehe. makabusit.hehe. lab ke tlga.makabusiiit.hehe.

tas megpapauli nakami, hinug mi ya i jhoei, tas ginaga yaaa. hehe. sana maging ok ya karin.:D tas maranun nkami snang makauli, kasu mu aisipan kung magsundae.hehe. malapit ya mu naman ing mcdo karela,tska malisangan kasi.hehe. tas ita.hehe. karas mcdo, nkaming karakal pikwentuhan, as usual.hehe. tas gewa mi ya ing hobby mi, manulit playlist keng mcdo.haha retang cd na patugtugan da, auulit mi la keng sobrang lambat mipagkwentu.haha. ng kacute, kasi laging ating something new.madalas kaming miyabe pero ali makasawa.hehe. balamu lalu ku pang maka-fall.hehe. akutang na pala nung mambabai ku.hehe. pepalawe ke ing reflection na keng salamin tas kitangan ke nung sa palage na mambabai ku pa keng lagu ng ayta.hehe.:)

memyalungan kami pa pala.hehe. itang ali magsalita.haha. ena atiis,megsalita ya,tahimik kasi kanu.haha. tas aku,eku parin.haha. sabi ku kiss nku pa bayu ku  magsalita.haha. oneng lalawut ke ing lips ku.haha. tas mabubusit ya.haha. oneng eku parin magsalita.haha. megseryosu ya ken, akala ku mwa ne, megsalita nku.arwan ke,kabira bira acting mu pala.hahahaha. loku ya.hha. pero dahil keng makanta na kaya lalu keng lab.hehe. makabusit tlgaaa.haha

tas ita, hangga keng etad ku ne keng sakayan dang tricycle.:) tas kiniss ku ne.hehe. what a day,yet again.hehe. nkaming kasweeeeet.hehe. ee,lagi ku na atang sasabyan ita kareng journals.hehe. pota pag binasa na la reni,sumawa ya.hehehe.ü megtext ya pa pala,sabi na kanaku,buri na na din kanu na aku na.itang apangasawa na.:D hehe.ü :”>

hahahaha.:))

dakal milyari nandin.haha. nakung karakal pupublemahan keng biye ku ngeni.haha. thesis, usc, pong aliwa pang subjects.haha. ibat ya pang minta skwela i daddy nandin, kasi tinext ke.papasawup nku.kasi pin eku na agyu.hehe.XD pero ita,milabas naman ing kasakitan.hehe. kaybat kung meglunch kayabe i daddy mikit kaming gems keng 711.:)

tapus,tetext nku palang thea, misabi kami kanu for the last time, keng dorm na. kaya ita,tiki ke pa i gemma.BI-Ever ku tlga kaya.hehe. tapus pisabyan mi di thea ampong rudolf ing keng grupu mi; habang atsu din i gemma keng kilub. apisabi2 mi na mag-group ulit.at ok naman.arealize ku din na dakal din kareng classmates mi ing concerned kekami, esp. nikki and chi.:)

kaybat mi palang mibati2, i gemma, penginis na ku brasu! ampong gamat! hahaha. meka-8 na kinis ya.haha. masakit la amu.haha. peburen ke mu.haha. pasalamat ya mabilis yang maputi ya nung ali,kinisan ke din masakit.haha. habang misasabi pala, atut na kung atut keng dorm ng thea.haha. ng kabuluk.haha. sabi ku kang gemma magtakap yang arung, eya bisa.hahaha.:)) oita,abawu na ata.haha. ena naku lab kanian.hahaha tas ita, meko nakaming gems,minta kami pa keng main.

tapus, paconsult kami pala dapat thesis dina von,kasu ali na pa kanu sabi ng maam olga..kaya menaya nkami pang oraaas.. tapus,ikit nkung ney. asabi ku kasi kaya na magresign nkuuu,. neng kabait.grabi. sabi na ping gemma, ‘lawen mu na’. sabi na.kasi pin nanu2ng isipan kung negative.hehe. tas i gemma, libri nku kanung sundae.haha. oneng ena metuluy kasi melbe nkami mung practice choir.haha. pero bayu kami melbe, memag-gitara ku pa keng luwal twinbldg.hahaha. grow old with you.hahaha. para ya kang gems.hahaha. oneng pamalitan ke lyrics.haha. kaliyan nku pin eh.haha. manula nku nnman kanu.haha eke alawe mata kabang titigtig ku.haha. pota kasi kilig ku, masakit na.hahaha.

tas ita,melbe kaming practice choir.pero sinagli mu,.hehe. samba ku kasi kanta, kaya megpapauli nkami.. habang maglakad keng main, ayalala ku la reng girls generatin KU.hahahaha. tas teterak kung genie.haha. kaliyan na naku nnman ning gelpren ku.hahaha. paterakan nku amu.haha pati anyang sasali nkaming melon,paterakan nku parin.hahaha. ay ala kung pera amu, makarine, menyad ku pang 5pesos kaya.hahaha.XD tas sinamba nku.:) tas minuli na atlast.hehe.:)

yiiih, kasweet mi tlgaaa.haha. lablab ke tlgaaa.haha.:D

This one’s gonna be a make-up journal because i wasn’t able to write since saturday if i’m not mistaken.XD

Last saturday, the cas student leaders’ conversion camp was held at hacienda gracia resort. it was graced by cas’ most active student leaders. I had to go there because it’s going to be my way of showing support to my collegemates and to the csc. And yes, gemma was also there, so i couldn’t ask for a better one.:)

Well, i came there late due to our meeting on the usc. Gemma and I talked from 2am in the morning - the time when all activities ended - until 5am.hehe. It was a fun chit-chat with her.hehe. i think we spoke in english most of the time.haha. and it was not intentional,we just felt like speaking in english.haha. After that, we slept together,although we’re not looking at each other cause if we do, we can’t sleep.hehe. and i also discoverd that she has a tickle on her bellybutton.haha. and also on her armpits (only if you do it directly.haha). i love smelling her armpits.hehe. and when she permitted me to smell them for alot of times,it was like heaven for me.haha. i wanted to go home with those armpits.haha.

Sunday, was the last day of the camp. I really can’t explain it, but as days go by,we go stronger and stronger; sweeter and sweeter; better and better.:) And we even told other young student leaders regarding our love story - on how it all started.hehe. and on our way home, we sat on the bus together, and as usual, she teases me again.XD and oh, i tried to act like i’m hurt, but she was resistant.hehe. she didn’t mind me doing my “tampo” pose.hehe. and the bus was getting nearer and nearer to our house, and i can’t go home like that.haha. so i hold her hand again,hehe. and told her that she’s “nakakainis” hehehe. i really just can’t find ways on how to stop being with her, thinking of her and loving her. nung makananu ya ka resistant, makanta ya rin ka irresistible.hehe. ot eke atiis ing.hahaha. i simply love her with a little “so much”.haha and i don’t really know what the future brings but… i am certain that i’m not going to let her go.:) i’m gonna make sure that this is IT; that this is every couples dream, to stay Together Forever.:)

Gemma and I met only for a while because I’m having my practicum until 7pm.XD yah, i know it sucks.hehe. i saw her early in the morning from afar, and her hair was naka-ponytail.hehe. and its cuuuute.hehe. she always look good.:] i don’t know what could make me fall out of love with her.hehe. on my breaktime, that was 3:15pm, i think, i saw her again with her classmates, and again, her voice, and her hi pitched greetings kills me little by little.haha. and i kissed her goodbye right before he rode the jeep.:”> sweet.hehe.ü

And only earlier, her friend pau went tampo2 because her friends weren’t able to visit her in their capping (nursing stuff.ü) well i know it will soon be ok. their friendship is strong and bonded.so, no worries.hehe. i greeted gemma goodnight already.:) i miss her kili2.hehehe.:P